ftm20: 1 week!!! :))

ftm20: 1 week!!! :)) ( Femaleorgasmdenial / Loouuy ) I'm so proud of myself! Not coming for a whole week sure is rough! Especially because I don't know when I will cum again. Until now I've always known when I will be able to next but this time I'm playing a game including a random number generator, so its really out of my control... I've only had 3 ruins as well but id like to reduce those. Ruins are either like the real thing or they make it so much worse. I'm scared that they take away my frustration because I want to build it up and be as frustrated as possible but then it feels like a real one sometimes which is really disappointing and not in the good way so I plan on not giving myself ruins if a can control it :) Maybe only once a week? or every 10 days? I'll see. Either way. I will stay away from the real deal :) ftm20,week,ftm20 week