How did your sissy journey begin

How did your sissy journey begin ( SissyInspiration / Sissyboyholee ) Well even when little I'd let my sister dress me in her clothes, I say let i didn't really have much say on it, there was a pink dress that was my favourite. then went I got my first porn mag, there was this photo of a cock being dipped in a jar of marmalade or some kind of Jam, and a sexy girl licking it off. and i used to wank of to that page alot and sometimes I'd just be looking at that big cock head, thinking how it would taste. Then when we got the internet i found online porn, which let me to find strap on porn some how. Which was with 2 girls. then I found a girl pegging a guy. Which made me think what ass play would feel like. So i started playing with my ass. Just finger to start. Then i made a dildo out of play dough, wrapped in cling wrap 😂 After that brought my first dildo, and would use it watching the strap on porn. Imagining those hot dom girls owning my ass. then strap on porn led to shemale porn. You know how porn sites go suggesting you videos, which started to lead me deep and deep in a direction i didn't even know i was going in. I soon stumbled across sissy hypnos, which pushed me to do things i hadn't even considered before. Like starting stealing girlfriends panties and looking at myself in the mirror, sliding up and down on my dildo, thinking what a hot sissy i could be for an older gentleman. This lead me downloaded some apps, which lead me to doing naughty things and showing off to lots of guys, as i was unable to meet people where i was living, id spend hour riding my dildo and doing what ever guys asked me to do on camera. and chatting to horny guys on what ever sites i could find online. I finally suck my first cock when i was 19 which was one of my girlfriend, friends bothers. She lived about a 40 minute drive away. And I'd play with him most weekends on my way home from seeing her. then i stopped for a few years, no idea why really, probably being caught one time on in my car with my pants around my ankles, as someone drove by, while I was sucking the GFs friends brother. I then moved over seas, where my sissy side really took a hold of me. I pretty much started watching sissy hypnos exclusively, it was the only porn that got me off. I mean i could wank to straight porn it was just never as good or as fulfilling. Because i was over seas i felt safer. So was on grindr lots. I even started going to dirty sex clubs sucking and getting fucked in glory holes which i loved as i had the feeling of being anonymous. It got to the point where even when i was fucking with girls id just be think that i was her taking the hard pounding i was giving her. I'm still yet to full let go and let the sissy take over. I still have a girlfriend at the moment. But she's great she loves pegging me. She only watches and gets off to gay porn. Everytime we cuddle she started dry humping me. Always asking me to send her sexy videos of me playing with my ass, so she can touch herself to them. Id like to here other peoples stories too how,did,your,sissy,journey,begin,how did your,sissy journey begin